Eyes. Please do not fail me now.
simplydayanara: This is me every night around 7pm. Shortly thereafter I crash and sleep… until 3-4am. >_>
"Bah, humbug" - day 17.
Time for a bah humbug post, I think. :) My mum came over today and we had a good time. We went grocery shopping, which was my cane’s first real initiation to the real world (his name is Robert - yes, I name inanimate objects) and I think he actually helped. Which is good. I don’t usually go grocery shopping, since it’s a pretty energy-intensive activity (seriously - I’m...
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Time for a text post, methinks...
…although I’m not really sure what to talk about. XD That’s part of the fun of it all, I suppose, though, right? NaNo starts tomorrow ASKJHAKSJFDAHSIFASKJFH. I AM NOT READY FOR THIS. I NEED TO PSYCH MYSELF UP BECAUSE I AM REALLY REALLY NERVOUS. I FEEL LIKE IT’S THIS HUGE TEST AND I HAVE NOT PREPARED ENOUGH AT ALL AND I JUST KINDA DON’T WANT TO DO IT NOW THAT...
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I’m so so so so tired. Kind of that giddy weird stage of tired, too, since I’ve had caffeine and Klonopin so I wouldn’t be too anxious. So I’m awake, just really exhausted. I don’t think I could hold still if I went to lie down, ahaha. Anyway, I just got back from the game shop in town. Jarrod finally convinced me to go and paint some of my Ork army while he...
"Bah, humbug" - day 16 in retrospect.
Well, good morning, world… at 2am. >_> And I’ve been awake since midnight, after going to bed at 7pm. Fail. Oh well, guess that just means that it’s time for a bah humbug post for yesterday. =) I was able to rest when I needed to. I took a nap yesterday from 10:20am to a little past noon. So tired. It felt so good just to let my body relax and stay warm under a fuzzy...
So yes, I am in recovery from an eating disorder. I haven’t planned out and acted upon ED behaviors in almost a year, although I still do slip up and miss meals now and then. I still am very self conscious when it comes to weight although I rarely weigh myself and prefer not to know. I do know that I’ve gained a significant amount of weight this summer, though, and I can tell. :( ...
"Bah, humbug" - day 15.
Today has been a relatively quiet day, but here goes. :) Jarrod got hurt at work and I’m so very glad it wasn’t any worse than it was. He needed 5 stitches right below his right eye but his eye itself is perfectly fine. Thank God. So, so close to his eye and with impaired vision… eep, don’t want to think about that. So I’m definitely thankful that he didn’t...
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