Off to work I go. I still haven’t pumped the caffeine… it’s so cold in here and I took my meds so late after getting up that I’m anxious and jittery as is - but I will be packing some diet Mountain Dew with me, to be sure. I’m sure I’ll be fine once I actually get there. It’s just that the getting there part is the hurdle I have to overcome. Ufda....
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…I woke up at 2:30 this morning. Why, body? Why must you torture me so? I have to work today. I mean, there’s no getting around it. I can’t cancel last minute like I could with my last job. It’s not that flexible. They can’t fill in for me as easily. ”Welcome to being a grownup, April,” I can hear the adults of you out there telling me. Hehehe....
me: I'll just get on tumblr for a few minutes before bed
me: Is that the sun
I am not afraid of storms, for I am learning how to sail my ship.– Louisa May Alcott, Little Women (via psychotherapy) (via mentalillnessmouse)
The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known...– Elisabeth Kübler-Ross (via mappleton)
STOP SCROLLING. I love you and I hope your day is going well. OKAY. CONTINUE.
The trip went fairly well. Really well, by most people’s standards. The girls all enjoyed themselves, nothing went wrong, etc., etc., etc. I kind of didn’t have a great time though. Compare snare with all of the perfect people with the perfect bodies in their bikinis… even the overweight ones were still beautiful… and I was still fatter than the most overweight person...
…I’m off to the waterpark with my girls in about 20 minutes. I’ll probably browse Tumblr a bit more but I don’t have anything in the queue… so I’ll not be posting again til Sunday eveningish, if I have the energy. I’m not gonna be going to be swimming there, and I hope I don’t regret that decision. I’m not big on swimming in places with a...
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Today is going to be a longish day...
…but at least I get to spend it at the library, right? :D I think I’m going to be grateful for the hour lunch break today. I just kinda wish that I knew what I was going to be doing so I wouldn’t be so clueless walking in there. Oh well. I need to leave in 15 minutes… time to go put my hair up (even though it’s still damp from the shower, blah… I think if...