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Therapy felt so useless today.  We just did mindfulness exercises, after going over the dissociative questionnaire she sent home with me last week.  I fall into the “clinical” category of dissociation although I don’t have any dissociative disorders (i.e., not as “bad” as D.I.D., etc.).  But it really felt useless.  I guess it was useful in a roundabout way? or...
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My new GP. \o/
[[MORE]]So yesterday’s appointment went really well.  I told my old GP, the one who was a pretty bad doctor, that I was going for a second opinion on the fibro, but really (besides doing that), I wanted to see about switching doctors… because in almost a year, I’ve only seen my old GP twice and neither time did we really get along.  Anyway. This doctor is much more...
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Struggling so much tonight. :( On the good side… I have great friends. My nurse practitioner (who is the one who takes care of my psychiatric needs) is awesome. I finally found a doctor who will listen to me.  More on that later when I feel like typing all about it. I just… don’t want to be here anymore.  That’s all. Birthday in two days.  I’m dreading it now,...
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I feel totally lazy today. :( But I guess that’s allowed every once in awhile, right?  I hope so… because tomorrow’s going to be busy like whoa.  I have a doctor’s appointment in the early afternoon, which I’m going to in order to get a second opinion about the fibromyalgia diagnosis.  Hopefully this doctor, while in the same system as my current doctor, will be a...
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I slept like a log last night… meaning that I only woke up a few times for some water (thanks, Topamax).  But I’m feeling a little better this morning, except that I’ve already eaten too much. >_< I hate days that I’m at home and am not occupied away from food, because then food looks too tempting and I end up starting on a binge. (My therapist’s words keep...
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