June 2012
“Go ahead… eat that slice of chocolate cake, splash in those muddy puddles after...”
– :)
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I’m so tired. ;_; I napped twice today but I think staying up til 11pm and getting up before 6:30am is getting to me. I mean, I know that your “average” person could do that, but with fibro/chronic pain I can’t do it anymore. The fatigue is too much to handle. At least I had today to catch up some on rest though.
On Wednesday Jarrod and I went for a walk and brought...
eerier:
if you ever worry that you’re bad at something at least you didn’t write 50 shades of grey
“Maybe we’re not supposed to be happy. Maybe gratitude has nothing to do with...”
– Meredith Grey - ‘Thanks for the Memories’ (Season 2, Episode 9) (via greys-anatomy-quotes)
“Goodbye, said the fox. And now here is my secret, a very simple secret. It is...”
– Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, The Little Prince (via a-recovered-life)
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Don't listen to...
Don’t listen to the people who say that it’s impossible to quit an addiction.
Don’t pay them any heed, because they don’t know what they’re talking about. It may feel like you can’t quit an addiction at times… but it’s totally possible. I am a living, breathing example of it.
I am over 2 years free of self injury.
It was bad before I quit....
“If you cannot be yourself, what’s the point of being anything at all?”
– Tennesse Williams (via ladyofsorrows)
“You are not weak just because your heart feels so heavy. I have never met a...”
– Andrea Gibson, “The Nutritionist” (via asimplisticreality)
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Possible ED trig... be careful. No numbers though.
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Really struggling tonight. I looked at an ED treatment facility’s webpage, and even that is enough to trigger me, how ridiculous is that? I mean, because I don’t think I’ll ever get sick enough to merit going into treatment like that, and because I’ve only been through treatment once… I feel like I was never “sick enough” in the first place,...
To all of my followers who are battling suicidal...
“Eight percent of college men have either attempted or successfully raped. Thirty...”
– Margo Maine, Ph.D. (Body Wars)
There was a time that, as a person of the male persuasion, seeing this quote made me really mad. It made me mad that women would assume that I was a rapist; it made me mad that rape was becoming ‘my problem’; it made me mad because, frankly, I didn’t think it was...
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To celebrate 2 years SI free, last night Jarrod took me to see Brave. It was an excellent movie, although I wished I could’ve watched it with my mom, hehe. :) So good. I love Pixar films.
I have today off from work, per usual, and WoW is down for maintenance, so maybe I’ll read in between doing stuff online. Maybe I’ll even retune my guitar and sit here with some learner...
“The idea of “I’m never enough” — beautiful enough, successful enough, thin...”
– Brene Brown (via internal-acceptance-movement)
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Two YEARS self injury free as of today.
I am feeling proud of this right now so we’ll roll with it. :)
I still say that without God, I wouldn’t have been able to make it that far. Without Him, I’d still be stuck in that addiction. But no matter what you believe in terms of faith/religion… I am free. From that at least. Yes, I still can get triggered and stuff but it’s so much less frequent than it...
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So so tired. It’s only 5:20pm and my eyes are already heavy. Blah. :( I went to bed at 9 last night and dragged myself out of bed at 7:20 this morning, but I could’ve probably slept/dozed for another hour or so. I’m dreading work tomorrow if I’m still this tired. At least I should be okay to get coffee tomorrow morning so that’ll be good. Omnomnom, coffee.
My...
